My new poem that i wrote and i have published to win in a contest...---l

All that I tried to do is have a friend,
but I got used and I got spewed out like a piece of sand.
All I wanted was a friend,
A friend that I could talk to and talk about not being in sin,
And I could cry and tell no lie and that is what all I wanted in return,
But all that is me by myself and just sitting here made me scared,
If i had died would any body care?